[Verse 1]
Made a promise to myself that I ain't ever turning back
All them times I was down and you always had my back
And they say I never smile but my life's been mad
Reminiscing about the times that ain't ever coming back
Everybody's friends now but I don't know them
I wish I knew things now that I didn't know then
Me and Sheb on the peddle bike in '010
Went from peddle bikes to selling white to old men
Isms and schisms, thought I did it but didn't
I used to ring you from prison
I caught a case, I didn't listen
But I'm sorry, I told you "Don't worry"
That when I touch road imma ball like I'm Curry

[Verse 2]
I lost everything but I still had you
If I was you then yeah I would be mad too
Still the same old me, my mindset brand new
Would've caught a body so I thank God I have you
Lord forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt who I did
That was back then, I really really weren't who I is
Nothing weren't in the fridge, it had me hurting and shit
Got me lurking on strips, putting work in on pricks
Saying I'm next, I ain't even playing my best
I really don't want the fame so I don't need to impress
Yeah I'm just spraying my pain and getting it outta my chest
Yeah I just hope that I'm rich and keep it real to the death