[Intro]
Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you see right through me
I keep trying, but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary
Know I'm trying but I can't quit you

[Verse 1: RJLDiablo]
I could never quit, I've had over 50 fits
I lost my best friend to the shit
Already miss them all, they said my shit was gonna fall
I got drip, Niagara Falls, buy you a dress from the mall
Head to the stadium to show you I can ball
When you left I would bawl
Thinkin' 'bout the times you did me wrong
But my memories are gone
I kinda miss lookin' at the IG
We were best friends, but I guess now you wanna fight me
And I know that I ain't no Spike Lee
You wanna kill RJ, despite mе
Being in the light, see
I made thе Cartmen, I made your life
I'll show you that I live when I get me a wife
I never made Goku knife
But if he did, then I'm sorry for the nights that I cried; yeah

[Chorus]
Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you see right through me
I keep trying, but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary
Know I'm trying but I can't quit you
[Verse 2: RJLDiablo]
I 'member times was great, 'til I said your sister raped
Then shit got under way, man, I miss when we would play
Games on the way to the server, but you know I ain't afraid
I might've called people gay, but you tried to ruin me
Now you goin' by Sum
And I just wish we could go back to lovin' guns
Now shit ain't no fun, I wanted to end it all
Somehow you bend it all, remind me of my cousin
Wasn't lyin' when you said you liked makin'
People cry and people die, fill my glass with wine
As I talk about how I hate you and I miss you
Best friend online, you helped me with the stress
If I was stuck in a mess; I'd just go to servers and finnesse
Thinkin' 'bout out servers made me rest
'Cause insomnia used to get the best
Of me, but shit's gettin' tougher
Put this gun against my chest

[Chorus]
Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you
See right through me, I keep trying, but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary
Know I'm trying but I can't quit you

[Verse 3: RJLDiablo]
We all know what it did, we all know that I hid
Bitch, I wanna make it through
I ain't wanna take a 2
I ain't wanna fuck with you
I just wanna go back and tutor you
I just wanted to help you get back
At the end of the day, we all ended in ways
They threatened my life, stay in bed and cry twice
Am I insane; am I right?
This the pain that's inside
I wanted to spread awareness on the situation
But you just wanted to ruin it, bitch, you give me irritation
But maybe we were never gonna make it work
Goodbye... see you in a few years
When you get a bald patch like Kirk
In the Trenches like Lil Durk
And the medals I've earned
Man, they're nothing to your 21 kill count
I wonder if the pills count
To help me be a druggy, or do I just still pout
Over nothin', maybe you were good for me?
Just give one message to the motherfuckin' hood for me
[Chorus]
Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you
See right through me, I keep trying, but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary
Know I'm trying but I can't quit you