I know it's bad for me

And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
So just abandon me, get back from me, you're bad for me
I know it's bad for me, I know you left me
And it's a joke and it's a tragedy, feel bad for me
Yeah feel bad for me, they all abandon me
I'm on the blacklist in Nazareth on black T
They wanna ban me, they all abandon me
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
And I'm adopted, on crystal highways
Holy castration, they wanna fuck me
They wanna martyr me, I wanna relapse
I'm a pariah, I feel like Jesus
Things that I’ve repressed, keep coming back to me
And I just relapse, and I just get clean
I wash it all away like tidal waves and drown again
And I was off the Tec but now I'm off the T again
I waste my mind away, I'm in a tidal wave
I'm trying to escape, I'm trying, it's all over me
I had you close to me, then you abandoned me
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy

And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
So just abandon me, get back with me, you're bad for me
I know it's bad for me, I know you left me
And it's a joke and it's a tragedy, feel bad for me
Yeah feel bad for me, they all abandon of me
I'm on a blacklist in Nazareth on black T
They wanna ban me, they all abandon me
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
And I'm adopted, on crystal highways
Holy castration, they wanna shit on me
They wanna martyr me, I wanna relapse
I'm a pariah, I feel like Jesus
Things that I’ve repressed, keep coming back to me
And I just relapse, and I just get clean
I washed it all away like tidal waves and drown again
And I was off the Tec but now I'm off the T again
I waste my mind away, I'm in a tidal wave
I'm trying to escape, I'm trying, it's all over me
I had you close to me, then you abandoned me
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy
So just abandon me, get back from me, you're bad for me
I know it's bad for me, I know you left me
And it's a joke and it's a tragedy, feel bad for me
Yeah feel bad for me, they all abandon of me
I'm on a blacklist in Nazareth on black T
They wanna ban me, they all abandon me
And I just relapsed, such a tragedy

I thought we were more real than that
I thought we were more real than that