[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
9 mil unloaded, split my head open
Don't reach out your hand, I don't wanna hold it
I'm already broken, I swear I'm not chosen
I feel like a rodent, everybody I see only wanna get rid of me

[Verse]
You don't understand just what you did to me
Gave you everything I had till I was withering
I miss what I had, I let it get to me
'Cause I ain't ever getting back that soul that lived in me
I just wish I had some understanding
Some clarity would prolly help me manage
Every broken piece without a bandage
I've kinda always felt abandoned
Imma mess, I need to clean up
I'm getting sick of getting T'd up
But it's sad cause I only feel alive when
Every shot gets heaved up
Fell hard, get the leaves up
My hearts always beat up
Death's slow, pick the speed up
I go to sleep with dreams of a...
[Chorus]
9 mil unloaded, split my head open
Don't reach out your hand, I don't wanna hold it
I'm already broken, I swear I'm not chosen
I feel like a rodent, everybody I see only wanna get rid of me