[Intro]
Been having some existential thoughts and
I was just wondering what to do about that
How have I been on the other side of the extremes?
Can a desire be so strong to the point where it become need?
And down to trusting God when you feel like God is keeping you from the one thing you do need
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 1]
I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost, can't find nobody that could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off
I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it
Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does everybody only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness
Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open?
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

[Refrain]
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
[Verse 2]
Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade five

[Chorus]
L-O-S-E and R, I'm a loser
D-E-P-R-E and double S, I-O-N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing, I'm too sure
L-O-S-E and R, I'm a loser
D-E-P-R-E and double S, I-O-N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing, I'm too sure