[Verse]
I feel like a goddamn waste
God, if you're real you can goddamn take
My life away cause I goddamn hate
The shit that my mind can goddamn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these goddamn people just be real?
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Going through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long, I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show
I live in Hеll but you never could tell
'Causе the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell, but if I did, I would
Keeping that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hitting the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape, I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun, I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground, I will no longer run
[Outro]
"I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self aware; nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law."
"That sounds god fucking awful Rustin."
"We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, a secretion of sensory experience and feeling, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody’s nobody"
"I wouldn't go around spouting that shit if I was you. People around here don't think that way, I don't think that way."
"I think the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing."