9TAILS
​monster
[Intro]
Alexis: Are you kidding me? She's a kid bro. You're 22. You've been with me, we been together for this entire time!

Brian: But we had points that we've been on and off

Alexis: That was because of you! Because you wanted to dump me to go be with some other girl! Every time I didn't do nothing but love you, and cherish every moment with you, even the ones where we just sit and talk! The little things matter! They matter! Just to look at you matters bro, just to smell you when I get a chance bro, give you a hug! When I hug you there's nothing else there I feel like I'm floating, okay?! When you kiss me, I feel like there's nothing that can hurt me!

[Verse]
Learned I was a monster, might be time to face it
Put me in position close, left my heart so vacant
Now I'm playing concerts, smoking till my lungs hurt
Said "I need a sponsor"
If she try help me, I don't want her
Let me take it further
Figures in my past will tell you I'll get what I deserve
Nothing more, nothing less
Certain faces pray that my next breath my final breath
Fuck, I need the rest, let's get it then
With the pain I cause, God knows I don't expect a second chance
You scheming on me, just spit it then
I'll spread the word like deodorant
I'm a bag searcher, I'm a soft speaker, I'm a verse worder, I'm a piece of shit
Fight picker, I'm a piece of shit
Everyone can get a piece of this, I know
Ay, ay
I'm cold, yeah
Can't save, yeah, yeah
My soul