[Verse 1]
Now I'm back to the drugs, my heart beating
I got demons, feel them creepin'
I don't know if I can keep on livin' my life
Thought that I was strong but turns out, it was all lies
There are days, there are nights
When I just want to die
And I make her eyes cry, when I bring it up
Baby, you can take my hand, trust that I'ma be a man
Even if I'm falling back, I won't give it up

[Bridge]
I got pain and I smoke, tryin' to numb that
When I fade, nothing change, I don't need that
I just want the dope, roll it up and smoke it
I'm so done with lows, can't get high, so fuck it

[Chorus]
I got pain and I smoke, tryin' to numb that
When I fade, nothing change, I don't need that
I just want the dope, roll it up and smoke it
I'm so done with lows, can't get high, so fuck it

[Verse 2]
I got pain in my brain, I can't numb that
I have tried now for years and I'm still sad
I just want to feel good
Do the things I want to
Change the world and help you
Girl, I want to help you